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Hi, I'm Si Jie, people who has known me for long call me Si Jie, Shi Jie, Jie Ah or any other creative name.(:
I love hanging out at East Coast Park, enjoying the sea breeze and listening to the sound of the wave. :D
I enjoy chilling with friends and value our friendship.
I spend most of my free time listening to music, surfing the net, watching drama as well as hanging out with friends.
I'm Random, Outgoing, Friendly, Approachable and Loud.
Always mistaken as being too playful and not serious, but doing so makes manys' dull life becomes more interesting.
Some may say that I'm Fierce >.<
I am Emotional at times. I think a lot but I'm not good at expressing myself with words.
Thats who I am.
Overall I'm a nice Girl.=)
Emo~ness will strike me someday...
About Me!
As I grow older,
I realised that a lot of things changes,
let alone me, myself.
Its another transition stage of my life,
to become more mature in my thinkings,
another stage for me to start blogging.
Instead of writing about the mundane actions that I do everyday,
I'll be writing about my unexpressed thoughts, feelings and words which is usually left unspoken.
Thursday, August 30, 2007
i'm tired of all e nonsense!!!
NONSENCE!tired la...
done wif exam...
I'm alrite with exam but it gave mie lotsa CARELESSNESS! ahhas...
i wan jobs... ahahaxxx
any1 wan to intro?
duno ltr going out wif irene ma>
she isnt done wif sushi thingy...
ahhas...
*buai*
Will ppl understand?... wad is sadness tat is fill with hurts?If memories were eraseable, i would use a huge eraser tO erase e part of my memories away ...This entry will be in black colour...The purpose of me using this colour is to clear or shld i say erase that sad memories away and i wan tO start life brand new... Those hurting feelings n memories from getting on with my life and AFFECT my life.I hate it>>>Ytd nite... i hav been thinking of that incident again and i was thinking of whether i shld bring a camera to sch n snap down those memories which i had wif them... in e library, eng block, places which we had our lessons... tut, lec n lab and e places where we went to had our lunch n snacks...These days, i cant slp and is all due to that incident which keep occuring in my mind. When ever the silent night come by, e silent causes mie to recll all thse again n again and it makes mie lose my tears... " " "Another thing... tat PRESENT? is it still tat precious to mie? yes or no? . . . . . IS IT?that present was nO longer precious to mie...Whenever i had e feelings of opening e present, i would force myself to nOt tink abt it...isnt it abit silly?is an object n it is nOt invisible... juz hope tat 1 day i wake up, it will be gone!The feelings of fear opening up e present n saw their faces... their faces!Let mie say this again...dun anyhow blame ppl for e things which i nv did at all...n it is u who is at fault n it is u who goes ard telling ppl... STOP ALL THESE!We r sitting at eng block no. 10 de lst bench...cos we wanted to buy bread... e machine bread...(we r hungry)Then when they had all bought their bread, which means i dun hav e feeling tat i wanted to eat...but... i thought of eating suddenly...i placed my money, a $2 notes inside which belong to shan2...n it keeps coming out...so i keep placing it inside...i ask them whether they gt any $2 notes notes cos some notes r more easily placed in then others.dun hav... e ans from themplaced e notes inside e 3rd time n...it's didnt come out nor was e amt shown...i told them, e machine suck my notes. all reply were different...Qy: she came to help mie bu stuffing some rough paper inside but then it doesnt work...as for janice: her reply was rather shocking, it was only a $2 notes n nOt a million dollars(she didnt say it onli once!)... at tat time, i was really shock by wad she say... but i keept quiet... i dun wan to find troubles...NO CHOICE... saw a guy... huda's frenzhe taught me to go to one stop station...i went to e one-stop station n ask them wad i can dO ...they ask mie to call e no. on e machine n tell them...did nth...went to engi hall 1 with them n then back hm...nite time, i phone e person...tell them wad happen...They send a cheque to mie lye after 3 weeks... lolalrite...but... after this incident... i really cant slp...wrote these on my blog...n they saw...NEXT DAY... seems lye a v weird day,there is lye a lot of staring incident n i speak nth...in maths lec...i tink these incident pass from a mouth tO a lot of mouths...on n on this goes...LAST LESSON OF E DAY...she scolded me... i didnt heard qy came to tell miewas shock la... say nth...she was at e door there...n she started these again..."wo hen tao yan si jie"okay... wadeva... i keep quiet n pretended i nv heard...then...After sch, went to e same place... eng block 10they bought bread... i didnt... cos scared tat e machine is spoilt n then sux my $ again...went to e engi blk 25, breadboard to bought fries... 7 parkets...on e way back, serene pass mie janice's drink,help her holdhanded it to janice...n she didnt thanks mie or wadsoeva n gave mie e looks...from tat day on...there's is like a lot of msn talking...i wanted tO speak my hearts out... e fault lies in U n not mie...stop letting mie be ur scapegoat for 3 mths+!!!n thes led to somethings which i find it quite funny...with things such as mie irritating poping out from janice's mouth...she say she ask ard n find a lot of ppl say tat i'm irritating...was shocked at wad she say...cos she say...ppl finds u really v irritating...then i ask her...how u nOe? then she reply... ask la...these continue...slowly... i tink 'she' gt influence...to mie 'she' is a nice person but after hearing wad she say me tat i let her be scapegoat...was really shocked mie off... when did i let u be a scapegoat...? I don tink i shld tink sO much...True friends are really hard to find, those who can share their joy & laughter with U n gave u warm hug when u r nOt alrite!Although i don hav tat, i hav life... e precious life tat y mum hav given to me... i will really take care of myself... The one n only ME!Thought of going to e chalet cos of those friendly guys in my class but not those who gossips...Y gals gossip n NOT guys? . . .LIFE IS LIKE A PLAY WHERE THERE IS UP N DOWN...I GOT TO PICK UP THOSE PIECES AND CONTINUE WITH MY LIFE...
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Actualli was nOt in e mOod tO blog ...
but... juz come for e sick of coming...
...
went to sch ...
actualli wan tO gave bestie her b'dae present de but then...
she bz studying sO "do not disturb"
i haven gave my lovely bestie her present yet n my mum kept complaining tat it is...
che lai de le wu...
ahhas... wadeva it is
i tink we r toO bz...
she is busy stuying n be wif her frenz...
ahhas...
alrite... mug hard for last paper... eng fund... =)
Monday, August 27, 2007
Todae hav two test...n it makes ppl stress... arghHmaths n bus fund...let's tok abt maths lst...nOe how to dO almost all... except e distintion part la... last ques... it's 12 marks gonen maybe i will hav a lot of careless?. . .n eee bus fund... tis make mie fed uP...streSs...CAREless arh... n it's 20 marks gone... stupId paid up capital n wadeva tuckman... yuckie...haix but wadeva it is...end e e sub n exam......will be concentrating on ENG FUND soon...maybe tml... hehe... i hav bad headaches la...dunO y... aRghHHH!!! HELP... call e ambulance...it's v paIn la...
Thursday, August 23, 2007
Oral day... = BIG DAY... i wan pass well la...I really cant imagine how i hav my oral juz nOw...FIRSTLY...went there... e performance theatre... it's AVA room n it's 4th floor up nah...i hav nOt been taking e stair since sec sch... ahahs...wad i mean is nOT so mani floor la...SECONDLY...waste my time nah...i hate waiting ... for sO long... NOT 1 hrs...n somemore it's dam long... 2 hrs plus before it's my turn...can u imagine?n most imptly isi wan tO slp le... haloo i'm tired la... Zzz...i wait until wan tO slp le...Zzzn i'm e 3rd last 1 ...argh...i thought tat i would be at ard... 1-5n i nv thought tat i am NO. 10...omg... omg... omg...THIRDLY...my turn comes... NO124...it's grp nO. WENT...CHER ask mie... r u realli tO start cosactualli wan tO hav a sip pf water lst b4 starting but thenforget it... nduring e reading time....i cant wait anymore...i'm really v kou ke, then searched my bag n hav a drink...fine le... continue...READ... TALK to myself in e mind...lst time oral nv speak up sia... cos in front gt t'cher leh... dunO y scared...DONE...look ard... lye a bit stress up nah...cos frenz told mie tat our cher is 1 Caucasian n another t'cherscare la... cos dunO whether can understand her lauguage...BUT...there is nO sight of her... sO i'm happy la...i tink maybe cos...she tOo strict then ...change t'cher lor...During e exam... was quite nervous cos it hav been lye... 1yrsince i speak PROPER eng..u nOe it's bad la... haix...but then i'm quite satisfied wif e conversation...cos i tink tis is e lst time i speak sO wellmaybe tO u it may NOT... hahs...but then i'm nOt satisfied wif picture conversation...n i tink tis is e lst time which i speak sO badly...i cant imagine ar... it's such a simple pix n i cant dO it...COSi'm too nervous n forget all my pts which i say juz nOw...i didn't say abt... e age of those children...e day...weather...whether it is candid or formal shoot...HOW CAN I FORGET So MANI THINGS...regreted... for nOt telling e t'cher tat i gt somethings tO add ON...BUT e cher is gd or shld i say v gd... she is lye a mother tO mie... hees~~~N NOW...i'm having headaches...n it had been lye tis for ... ard 2 weeks...HATE HEADACHES...i cant slp well n cant study...?>>>>>>>>>>>>wad is going tO happen tO my grades?...HELP HELP HELP!!! ARGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!]juz now saw alot of frenz in dmss... n my sis la... ahahs n her frenz... chio bu...justina... thanks la... i nOd u meeting him la... =)jazreel... thanks for bringing ur there n ur gd luck although i saw it after exam... hahas...esmond... he is retaking it tOO... wish him luck la... but then i tink he can dO well... he has e potential... hees...jaslyn...rena... i dunO how spelln shu ling... nOe wad she say... mie auntie... ah ya wadeva lor...wei ming...jasmine...elisa...lastly...yu yuan... my bro frenz...a lot hor... hahahs... didn't noe will meet sO mani ppl... hahas... =)A lot of things happen ... ... miss them ... =)Went tO my biao mei de blog n saw tis... wo ji shi shou arh... hahas... nvm it's okay... gt my name mention can le.... =)http://peyshing90.spaces.live.com/default.aspx
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
Tml i will hav my "o" eng oral again le...
omg can i pass it? . . .
n i sO freak off wif tis oral although it doesn't crashed wif other sub but then...
reason is scared ...
greatest worries...
scared n nervousness n it will cause mie tO lose marks!!! argh...
okay... i'm bored n i took tis pix while studying maths n eating honey stars...
Actualli i wanna make a star but then e tissue was nOt big enuff...
hahas n a clown come out...tata
A star! =)
Sj... my name... ahahs!
heart <3
Study makes u mad but hav still hav tO mug!!!
Monday, August 20, 2007
lol... juz nOw a v funny thing happen!E bamboo juz crack n fall all e way from e 10th floor tO e lst floor n there's were...bang... pang... bomb...omg... omg... omg...sO scarly la...n luckily nv hit anyone or else tat person will dIe or brain damage!!!hahas!!! isn't it scarly~~~argh... hav tO mug mug n mug le... everyone... mugging time... hees~~~ enjoy mugging... lol
Sunday, August 19, 2007
Pixs!!!
Swensen!!!
Our choco chips ice-cream!
Done! yummy!!!
Their bananas spilt! hahas! bananas!!!
YTD!!! went to watch fireworks at esplanade... nOT nice as e day b4 but then i didnt go on fri's night...it's messy la... ahhas! lst time went tO watch fireworks in s'pore becos i usually watch it wif family n relatives in malaysia...damn lotsa of ppl la... i wan c e hearts fireworks... it's Extremely nice... woohoo...went there wif... yuki frenz... there's irene, lay chyi(opps... i dunO how spell(mua chi osO can)), shu li n kian wee... it's nice tat kian wee brought e mat there... thanks kian wee... =) went tO marina [] de mac to meet up wif them at 5 while i n irene when there tgt... thanks irene for waitin for mie... cos i miss e bus...went there n although we r late by a few mins but then they all still haven come... kian wee juz join yuki in may while i leave yuki in apr... sO i dunO him... but then it was damn farnie... i saw him n then i dunO tat it was him n irene saw him n call him... hav a gd laugh!!! talk n talk non stop la... bet that kian wee is bored... haha!!! we r galz mahz!!! gossips...oh ya... e whole day i hav been toking tO irene n mua chyi say tat we hav really a lot of things tO say... yeah yeah... agree sO much things tO SAY! lurve toking... opps! =))Watch fireworks... BUT then didn't bring e camera along cos my bro hav left e mermory stick wif his frenz.. haiz... can faster get it back!While waiting for e fireworks tO start... we watch shin chin n ghost huter in youtube using e laptop tat irene had brought along!!! n all those children behind us gather behind us n watch hahas!!! sO cute!!! thanks irene or else... we will be damn bored la... After watch finish... we went tO SWENSEN...it was my lst tymes there... ahhas!!! e Ambiance there is quite gd la but then i nv hav e chance tO take those sofa seat cos there's too mani ppl le... shared an ice cream (forget wad's e name le) but gt Caramel( it's sth lye butter~) hey shu li... it's really butter la... she kept making fun of me... ahahs!!! thought e yuki de butter, there's osO choco chips ice cream n whipped cream ...wif irene-ice... hahas!!! but then find tat's it's not tat nice... walls ice cream is nicer cos it's cooler... woohoo!!! Walked back tO city hall MRT station... on the way...saw jonathan, dash n zahier...was sO shocked can cos it's already sO late alreadi n they say citylink is already closing... lol sure go dO bad stuff... nO la... playing pool or wad so eva!!!Took 2nd last train... then bus...was shocked tat kian wee alight at e same stop as irene... cos he wan tO fetch irene hm nah... although he is alighting somewhere after e next stop... we live sO near each other... cant imagine nah!!! hahas!...Reached hm... it's already ard 1 o'clock... hahas! irene msg mie wif those sweet words but then i nv gO c cos late alreadi nah... scared arh... ahahs!!! opps! >.<oh ya... i didnt noe tat shu li is actualli quite a cheerful gal... cos she seems sO ... how shld i put it... a bit fierce... shld i say tat i tink it's not tat word la... a bit light er than this word...Today... did a bit of maths n eng fund... alot of things duno nah... than online le... n there i'm here blogging.... n dad bought durains n mangosteens again!!! nice nicexxx!!! =Pwoohoo... had a glad time wif all of them esp IRENE-ice!!!
oh ya n mua chyi say she long time nv saw mie... miss mie... i miss her sO much Too!!!
Too bad...i'm nOt gooing back cos of danny la... aiyo danny again! ytd shu li tears alomost roll down her cheek sia... poor thing!
hahas!!! irene... i wan e videos n pixs... hahas!!! i wan i wan +greedy+!!!
SHLD i gO tO e camp... someone pls tell mie... i'm fed up le... shld i?
Friday, August 17, 2007
“一人一半，感情不散”多么感人的一句话。我的朋友会这样吗？
天天累到无法专心读书。我必须找回我的mood.die die must study.
时间到就要发挥kiasu的精神。=）i wan to study but... laziness! hate tis wOrd...
Two day agO... i had been having bad headache which cause mie nOt tO study... mOod affect it tOo...
wad shld i dO... anyone can tell mie. . . :(
This affect mie tOO... i tink i hd been having such a bad headache is cos...
这几天，我都在为几个根本不应该影响我的人烦恼。
tat is FRIENDSHIP! n osO whether shld i gO camp or nOt!
OKay... i did nOt hand in e consent form is becos...
i dun wan tO spend my day in sch n i will recall all those inCident
n osO most imptly... it is nOt lye FOC where jy can accompany mie... bathing n slping!
i'm alone... in my world...
tat is a worst thing n i dun wan tO tink sO much...
therefore... i didnt hand in!
WADEVA it is... e mOst impt things tO rmb is...
i hope i can learn how tO learn tO hold oN tO n let gO!
lastly... smile of today! =)
ppl learn tO smil3~~~ hahas!
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
Today another test gone... n i osO gt 15 marks Deducted from e labby test which is 10% out of the final... =(((omgomgomg... once again, "she" started wif all those things again, she told e ans tO they all n it's lye 3 ppl nOe e ans la... stOp telling ppl wad tO dO for e labby test la... Tat's Cheating...After test, went tO e booth n take e camp 500 consent form... can other sch ppl join e camp?... hahas!!! I wan jy... LOL... Saw e bus aunty, my neighbour, on e way hm... she tell mie tat some ppl wear slippers n those revealing t-shirt tO sch n they dun seems tO go tO sch tO study... hahas!!!she refering tO mie tat i'm gd n nOt lye them... kekex!!! opps!!!+hm swt hm+Eat some stuff n talk tO my mum, she told mie tat my sis cry in sch... n she wanted tO go sch tml n talk tO e t'cher... omg! I HATE THOSE T'CHER WHO NV FOUND OUT WHAT IS RIGHT OR WRONG! IDIOTIC!The incident started wif ... misunderstanding... it is e word which i hate MOST...The two ppl who sit behind my sis was talking n my sis n her partner was being accused... n after all these e cher kept blaming my sis for wadeva things she nv did wrong. (The paper which e cher set has problem n my sis went tO tell her n my sis ws being scolded... wad kind of cher is this!!!) The two ppl who sit behind when tO confess tO e t'cher after seeing my sis xia yu... Lastly, the t'cher apologise tO my sis n she say "can u accept my apologise" but my sis nv, it's becos it's nOt onli 1 time she misunderstood her n it is abt 3 times... shit e t'cher la... After this incident n i recall back... n tink of an incident which i had in sec 1... misunderstanding!!we were having compre test n miss wee wanted tO go down tO staff room to get something but then... she was afraid tat we will cheat n miss wee then told shahidah tO take down e ppl who talk. When she came back, she ask for e list of names n unfortunately... i heard my name... as there is misunderstanding btw mie n her... she wrote my name down n nOt e whole class name as all ppl talk... shit her... recall back n i'm still angry... n cher read out e name n we had tO knee down on the floor and e floor is damn dirty la... this is e part which i am still nOt fu qi nOw... sO i still hate her till nOw... =(((okay that's all... venting out my anger... ahahs!!!
Monday, August 13, 2007
Omg... my day started with... argh... her voice(janice)!!! shut up!!! came in n heard her voice which is "ahhh ahhh!!!" siao!!! n all those stupid stuff abt ghost!!! For god sake... shut up!!!
B4 lesson... wake up quite earlier n accompany mum tO bedok... walk walk a bit, went to bank n bank then eat n when off tO sch le... Today lesson actualli started at 10 but as mr teo only go though e quiz 2 paper, he started e lesson at 11.30 n luckily ytd i comfirmed e time wif chia min n regina... chia min help mie ask ard n msg mie e time then she reply wif... luckily u msg n ask mie... oh i tml go there at 10, they all sO jian 1 nv msg us n tell us!!! LOL... hahas!!! ya i agree la but then jian is tOo deep a word! for quiz 2, i gt 26 out of 30 but i'm still nOt satisfied cos i thought i can at least gt 28 de!!! =((( n still gt a gal gt same marks as mie... but then i nOe she v gd at tis sub... n mie is only i lye e topic... it's almost same as POA!!! balance sheet n income statement=profit n loss!It's 12.30 n cher released us... it's earlier... then hav 2 n a half hr of break... regina n i went tO autocad there tO c whether e free access lab is occupied but then gt ppl having lesson then we went tO e other 2 auto cad tO try our luck but then all full n hav tO w8 for 30 mins then as we w8 we went tO toliet... chat chat then look ard... time pass then when we went in e room, e cher say... tO a person this is nOt a free access lab n tat means we cant use la... then we log off n when out le... then we went tO slack at lvl 3 chat chat a bit then actualli wan tO study de but in e end... time ended tOO fast le then we went back tO e free access lab as there is a free period from 2 to 3... then it's three le... sO fast can... then dO autocad test... scared la... i oso dunO y!!! LOL then hand sO cold... =((( cant concentrate n i waited a while b4 i zhen din xia lai. Test ended sO fast... n then finish ed le... print out, hand in n then went hm... hm swt hm!Yippy... nO more autocad le... but then wad i'm more disappointed in is tat i still dunO HOW tO do except all those things stated in e papers n dimensioning!!! omg!!! u all ppl there sure tink how izzit possible BUT most of my class ppl dunO how to dO onli serene n i tink some others... but a few ppl only!Copycat!!! i hate it!!!During eng draw test!!! a lot of ppl copy n those ppl r e gang from tat grp... ya... tat grp tat u r tinking of nOw!!! i nv... ... but it's okay de lor since there is still misunderstanding... tink i can at least get 75% of it!!! =)))Went out of autocad lab... n heard their voice... one word tO describe... SIAN~~~ hate it man!!! For god sake... shut up!!! pissed off!!! Somemore when we r waiting for e lift... they were osO standing beside us n they all went into e toilet n i heard "pang"... janice say "hen shuang hor!!!"... i pretend tat i didnt heard anything la... for god sake childish la... they purposely remind mie of tat stupid incident!!! which i did when they r in e toilet n we r in it tOO!!!Tml gt Eng fund lab test n i wan tO pass tat test! hope tat shen will help mie rmb all those stuff n steps tO do it!!!To jiayin: yes!!! It hav really been a long time since i last saw u n it iswhen we went back tO sch tO take cert!!! it's dam nong la... n i wan tO tell u "I MISS U"!!!sry arh... ben arh... dun angry la... nOt onli u miss her... mie TOO!!! opps!!!Saw tis in ah mok's de blog...Wat makes u happy??I really dont know wat makes u happy??....Tis i asked many pp.......
Some say they are happy becos they are free
Some say they are happy becos they can party every night
Some say they are happy with their family and friends
Some say they are happy having gathering with family & friends
Some say they are happy becos they can have wat they want from their parents or love ones
Some say they are happy with wat they have now....
I really dont know wat makes u happy....But i know these will make me happy.
(mie)I am happy when i have work everyday....And the PASSION in my work... studying???
looking forward for the next day and coming back home after sch
I am happy to have the support from my family and friends
But i guess at the end of the dayI AM REALLY HAPPY if i am not wrongly misunderstood......And i still have the chance to change or amend watever wrongs i did!!!.......So.....Wat makes u happy???????................
Venting out my anger on blogging!!!
Friday, August 10, 2007
2 days since i last blog...Happy belated b'dae singapore!!!
lurve singapore!!! =)))=))) okay!!! i will smile for e sake of smiling!!! =)))hmm... stOp all those thingy abt firewOrks...Actualli thinking of going wif u all but gt tat idiotic gal tag along then i prefer nOt going... she spoilt my mOOd!!! argh!!! all e table gt hate her le... LOLanOther thing is i lurve firewOrks n miss them... reason is cos... will nOt be going back tO malaysia tO celebrate new yr or wad sO eva la n e qi fen is nOt there becos my grandma has pass away n my grandfather wan to move tO singapore tO live for e sake of his sOn n taking care of his grandson!!! =((( sad arh... i will miss my cousins n mOst imptly FIREWORKS!!!Todae actualli thought nO bus fund lec de but then heard regina say got then in e end we go there n luckily we go becos cher gives us tips on wad will be coming OUT!!! hahas!!! but then still gt a lot of things to memorise la... tis sub juz remind mie of POA!!! =) btw... lurve it!!! =)))After sch... went to eng fund lab cos i wanna dO some circuit stuff but then nO breadboard la... argh.... hope i can really figure it out... sob sob!!! i juz wanna pass tis sub v well n MOST imptly better than her... hahas!!! actualli wan gO find cher but then scared ma then nv lor... LOL... n somemore on wed... he say he fri nOt free ma! oh ya... i'm gonna find sOme free time n then ask him a lot of stuff abt eng fund... all those circuit stuff!!! i wan call u!!!ltr gonna dO eng draw... i gonna rmb all those stuff of all e csk thingy n sectional n 3rd view... omg!!! hate it man!!! nvm it will be gone soon!!! disappearing... kekexI'm nOw sitting in front of e com n my idiotic neighbour has already threw 5 big object down their window... omg omg omg... i tink they r really crazy man!!! sO stuff even fly in my hse's window n some oso drop on e aircon machine!!! litterbug!!! =P
Tuesday, August 7, 2007
Wa!!! sian la la... sian lalala...Todae wrtor was realli sux la... i tink i am e person who is e most lousiest lor...lst time gt this feeling that i would fail for presentation!!! OMG!!! n i gt e chiong dong of asking cher fer e marks cos i realy nOe i will did badly...I REALLY DUNo WAD TO DO FOR MY ORAL!!!OMG OMGN OMG!!! I REALLI CANT CHANGE WAD IS MYSELF WHICH IS ToO NERVOUS LE...helP ARH!!! wu can help? i wan tO CHANGE!!!I'm so anxiOus n worry for my "o" lvl eng oral!!!is nOt tat i cant present n e onli things which is e most impt things is i will become V nervous n then forget all e pts which i wan to say n then in e end get e worst grades!!! either pass or fail n nO merit!!! =(((Ted is a gd cher... he is alsO a nice person! he nOe how we feel... cOOlokay let mie tell u wad happen!!!He came intO the oral presentation(OP) room...then i was having my presentation... but then when i hav finish my presentation...ted still didnt nOe i hav gone up n he look at mie n he even ask mie "when is ur presentation" but in actual fact, i had already finished and maybe hav goonna a v bad grades which could hav been fail! he wrote on a piece of paper "you look lye u r a little worry" then i kept nodding my head till he osO nod! lol After tat he change the sentence to "you look lye u r very worry" but then tis time i nv reply him then he was lye osO kept quiet cos i didnt say anything. After tat, he wrote on e piece of paper "If you present well, i will give you a present" mie reply wif "har! n blur face"...Then i wrote on the paper "but then i hav already had my presentation"he was shock la... wif the face!!! n ask mie then "how come u r still scared"the reason is... i nv did a gd job!ted: Never say never...mie: har... orh... LOLbut then i really find tat i will fail lye getting a grade which is bad!!!ted: be Optimistic!!!. . . a story... abt a cup of water... he ask mie how can i fill it up when e water was onli half-filled.mie: dun quite understand!!!ted: You will always tink tat e cup is empty but i will find that it's full!reason is becos empty respresent Optimistic whereas full respresent Persimistic ... i was lye orh... 0.O=((( haix... sad la... ... how i wish my wrtor cher was him* .... =(((he is v gd can!!! dam gd!!! okay... i'm happi cos i hav finally finish my wrtor presentation but then sad cos of the grade!!!wadeva it it...I WAN CHANGE~~~Wees... serve her rite for taking tat lift... muuhaha... =P it's a joke rite... regina!!!btw... jy arh... m wrtor presentation gone le n i forget all ur gd luck!!! =(((
Monday, August 6, 2007
nOw in sch nth to DO sO come to blog lor... recently toO bz le... Tis week is a v dam bz week!!! juz hav bus fund test n i find tat it's alrite!!! =)))
Saturday, August 4, 2007
3 days since i last blog! I'm back again!Ytd...In sch... stress arh... i dun lye to see e SIGHT of u and HEARD ur VOICE!!!
+GET OUT OF MY SIGHT & SHUT UP!!!+
fan arh... fan arh... fan arh... Study a bit of bus fund n then went online... tok to ben n justina... hahas!!! ben arh... alwaes put urself in msn as offline wor... toO much ppl tok to him le toO famous!!! famous amos!!! kekex!!!Hav a short chat wif Justina though msn...She wan to go NDP todae... but then she still deciding...hehexxx!!! i osO wan to go lei BUT then no ticket... cos her bf onli hav 2...sob sob... =(((actualli hav been wanting to go since tat day our sch ESC de ppl go!!! haix... nvm la... can watch on tv!!! hahas!!! =.=Today...wake up at 9+ then watch tv till now... watch 3 hrs+ le... nice nice... i like e show ... channel 8 from 11 to 1... wees~~~ hen xiang wo men de ren shen...... ... ... ... ... After till will be doing my wrtor project!!![Research Journal(10%)] all done but then duno whether correct anot ... omg!!! how? actualli i shld show cher de but then toO lazy n end up lye tis!!![Speech Journal(10%)] nOt done yet... wif all e body n link... opening n closing sentences n ... all e powerpoint stuff-- animation, n e rearranging of slides n lastly whether i did it correctly anot@.@!!! v. messy la...[POWERPOINT PRESENTATION(20%)]Although it will last for lye 5 to 10 mins but then it is still a presentation n most IMPORTANTLY IS I'M SCARED LA!!! ARGH!!! WAD SHLD I DO WIF MY HAND? GESTURES!!! POSTURE!!! omg!!!GET GOING .... lunch n then all e way!!! chiong arh!!!I wan gd grades... sO jia you... lotsa oil!!!
Wednesday, August 1, 2007
Omg!!! Stress arh arh!!!Will be blogging lesser cos tests and exam r coming sO near!!! n i hv to cope wif "o" lvl once again!Tis week:Effcom test Eng mathsNext week:Bus fundWrtor presentationEng fundNext next week:Eng draw Eng fund lab.... on n on n on ........................................................................................................................Yes n then it will be study week n then "o" lvl eng oral... n examination... Exam are giving mie headache n troubles!!!ARH aRh arH... ARH Argh!!! haix... still hav to study... Today hav Eng draw lesson n in two weeks time, we will hav test on it n tis sub will dissappear from my sight BUT then hav to pass this test!!! I juz wan to pass IT! I wan to pass! I wan to pass n I wan to pass!!! After tat hav Eng maths lec n then...Home Sweet Home... yes home is e nicest place of all... >.<N i wan to tell u all sth... TP... xiao hua xiao chao!!!This Friday, 3rd of August
Temasek Polytechnic
10am till 6pm
Guest artiste : Guo Hui Wen ( most prob )kekex!!!
