Friday, January 30, 2009
世界是什么了?
地球改变了位置了吗?
为什么努力的人永远都得不到他/她要的哪一些小小的希望?
妹妹是一个很好的比例了!
加油吧!我会在一旁字自持你的!
努力读书吧!(:
所以说我们要一起的努力!
不要再哭了!
笑一个!(:
Thursday, January 29, 2009
I'm Being Piss off with MYSELF!
I'm SicK for So damn long.
So LONG le.
What if I stop BREATHE~ing
I want Everything to Stop!
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Sick Bugs Like to Attack Me For dunnO whatever reason.Faster GoOOO Away from my body PLEASE. It has been 1 mth...Or else I couldnt live Well!:(
Saturday, January 24, 2009
Will be Going Back to malaysia till TUESDAY!
I DONT WANNA THINK SO MUCH ABOUT ANYTHING
AND PASS THIS NEW YEAR HAPPILY.
It had been such a LonG time Since I work After School.
My Schedule is Kind of Weird.
I work with YOU(SW) and don work with you(A).
Sometimes I wonder.
Is this consider Coincidence?
I'm HappY.
Cos You ask me, whether I want to go to watch Midnight Movie with you all After work.
Although I Didnt went, But I'm So HappY!
You make Lemon Tea For ME!(:
Will Be Going Back Malaysia For Chinese New Year!:)
I LOVE Seeing You!(:hahas!
I wonder Why You say That of Me.
If you are really not Happy.
You can Just Say it Directly in front of me.
Why should you wrote @!$@#!%%?
Why NoOne UnderStand?
WHY?
I'm Being SO Damn FeD Up with Life.
When you say Others, Did you ever think of yourself.
You were given the role of an Bk-Selling Organiser and yet, You didnt even help out.
and NOW... You @#!%^$@^&@$&!
Did You Think
Before You speak?
Dont Say other when you dont know your LiMit!
NoOne understand WHY I'm In this MOOD right!
I'm a Organiser.
I know What I should Do.
But I need to SEEK another Organiser's Opinion Right?
But SHE just say "just use your idea!"
IF everything "use my Idea", then Why need 2 Organiser.
You are more experience, There's Why I need your Help!
I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT LIFE IS ALL ABOUT!
YES!!! I know I Didnt do well. But, It's First Time.
There's no First time for You.
BeCos! You didnt even help OUT!
I DID REALLY Forget YOU!
I HATE VALENTINE DAY!
I Almost XXX!
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Thinking Back ...
I'm Only Left with only around 1 YeaR plus and I will Offically GraduatE!
Time Simply Pass TOO fast.
2 Year since I left Sec sch. and soon it will be Polytechnic.
I Miss My Friends.Let me list down some of people whom I will miss.Most of them are BZE people.ALVINABOSSSHI HUIQIU DANHUI HUIJUN TINGJUSTINMUN SANYVONNESHAFIQGUAN HUIJERLYNWAN YUDARRELLYONG ZHIBOON KIATWENDECHUN ANANDYBRYANNASHOMG OMG. SO DAMN LOTSA PEOPLE.THOUGH WE DIDNT TALK MUCH.BUT THEN THE SCHOOL WILL REALLY BE LIKE SO EMPTYWHEN YOU ALL ARE NOT AROUND.
Saturday, January 17, 2009
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY AMELYN...Old le old le =P
Sick Since Tue Afternoon.
Was Thinking of Skipping Sch, but thinking of Management systems and Assessment Quiz 2 make me wanna go for sch. I'm Lazy to reQuiz it.
Yesterday, finally went to see Doctor, DR Koh Swee Han.(:
Family Doctor Since Young, it's 19 yrs le.
I WAITED for so damn long...
Waiting for the no. to JUMP and jump.
The number was only no.3 when I reach there at 8.20.
And I gt no.45, and I waited till 10.40 when I gt to see the Doc.
The "DRUG" he prescribe is always so AWESOME.
The moment I went in, Greeted him, "Hello, it's me again".
He ask me what illness. told him that I got SoreThroat, which make my throat Itches and keep coughing. Then also gt Flu and Fever for the pass 3 days but now dont have le.
He told me to "Ga-Gal" SaltWater and Placed my toothbrush in Saltwater for 24 hrs.Did a simple quiz.
You get annoyed by couples that have on-again, off-again sagas. You need a relationship that is sincere and you dont need the drama. You often get disillusioned and worry that maybe true, solid love dont exists. You crave mutual trust and know that you deserve a partner who will stand up to your high romantic expectations. It may take you sometime to find that person, but dont worry: Your next partner could be your mate for life.
Who are You Refering to?
if u r not happy, can pls say out.
Monday, January 12, 2009
I Got So Damn Lotsa Things Which I
WANT it to be Done.
WeeHoo~
I'm Waiting~
Holiday~ Holiday~ I'm Waiting For You~!- I want To Watch BedTime Stories
- I want To Go Pulai Ubin
- I want To Go Jurong Swimming Complex
- I want To Go Haw Par Villa(Tiger Blam Gardens)
- I want To Go Night Safari
- I want To Go Take Singapore Flyer
- I want To Go Swimming
- I want To Go Cycling
- I want To Go Jogging
- I want To Stay Outside one Night.(:
- I want To Watch SunRise n SunSet
- I want To Go UnderWater World
I wish To Learn RollerBlading. . .
I WANT SO MANY THINGS. =x
Editted~!
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Projects is Making me Giddy.
Many Changes to be make.
Sick of Life!
I dislike the way of how you treated me.
You wouldn't understand.
Depression.
Thursday, January 8, 2009
Friday, January 2, 2009
Sorry To My
Dearest Crew (Rp Rox) For Making You all Having those Mixed Feeling.I Sincerely Apologise.Thanks to Jazreel once again.
Thanks to Jun Liang for saying that "you are part of the crew and would never be left out =D".
I Appreciated It.
Thanks Jia Jun for entertaining Me.
If only I could Control, Nothing will Happen!:(
I DISLIKE the First and Second Day of Year 2009.
HopeFully Life will be Better.
I'm getting stress Up with life.
The Life which I do not wish For.
我忽然好不喜欢这种感觉。忽然不喜欢这种怪怪的那一两天。为什么世界一点都不精彩的。一一的欺骗了我的心。忍了那么的久。从里头跑了出来, 我很害怕我又会忽然哭了。为什么?我一点都不了解我自己。为什么会这个样子。我只是要做一个平凡的一个人。平凡的一个人有那么的难做吗?只要每个人都快乐,那小小的一个要求你都不让我使现吗?2009年,我希望过得快乐而且要充足一些!Weekly Overview (This Week)
Taurus
4/20 – 5/20
from Monday through Wednesday, all through the build-up to the big night, it seems as if the people in your life are all trying to top each other in freaky behavior. Most of them are just trying to get attention or provoke a response, so you can ignore them. The first couple of days of 2009 should energize you, and you may want to project yourself out in the world to do some good. Your altruistic side is fully engaged. Take it slow over the weekend, though, despite the mad rush going on all around you
我不快乐!:(
Thursday, January 1, 2009
Happy NEW YEAR all!(:
New Year resolution not out yet. =X
will think of it. >.<
THANKS JAZREEL(:
Raining on 1 Jan 2009, First day of a year.
This is HOW I'm Feeling. :(
Went CountDown AT Marina.
Suppose to meet Dearest at 4.30 at City Hall.
Last Minutes ps me.
Like what She told me, You dont know mehz, she Zhong She Qing You de.I thought It was just a Joke.I didnt know about that although I had known You for 7 years.Quite UpSet.Meet Jun Liang, Jazreel, Jia Jin and Jl's Friend, Fu Chen(Fu Lu Shou) at 4.30 at Bedok Inter.
Train down to City Hall.
We were there quite early, cos we were meeting others at 5.30.
Went MPH at City Link, then to Raffles City's MPH...
Jazreel wanted to look for her Twilight series Book, the one with the Hand holding an Apple.
Gathering Together...
There's 14 people.
Namely, Dearest, Jun Liang, Jazreel, Jia jin, Fu Chen, Me.
Hk, Danny, Reuel and his clique of Wu-Shu Friends, total of 5 people plus the 2 who came later.
Deciding on a Place for Dinner is Quite Difficult with so many people.
They wanted Pizza Hut, While we wanted Carl's Jr.
When We had decided on Carl's Jr.
We wanted to go to the outlet at Marina while they prefer the one at SunTec.
Went Marina outlet.
There's no Large Table, So we got to combine ourselves.
Our Clique Sat at the table outside, while they take the inner one.
We had 8 people, while they had 5 people, therefore being a larger group, we sat outside.
First Time to Carl's Jr, Damn Sua Ku.
Get what I mean? =X
Then we Ate till like 7+ before we set off.
Guys wanted to go arcade, so we follow them, Stay there till 9+.
Was Quite Bored plus I dont play in arcade and plus the time thay stay there are so long.
Our Clique seems like those who dont play arcade one.
so it's the Wu-Shu Group who are playing.
Went Marina.
Squeezy. Squeezy. Squeezy.
Lots of BB, BilaBong. LOL.
They are Good at Squeezy.
Squeezy. Squeezy. Squeezy.
Walk Around.
Then we find a place to sit down and then we play games, those game play during Camps de.
Quite boring too, We played concentration, chop chilli, guessing action game. . .
while Wu-Shu People went Starbucks.
Then Wu-Shu people went Orchard. Weird Idea Har.
then When it's Around 12 le, we walk over for the FIREWORKS.
Although I had SAW it Plenty of times le, But then still I Find Today ONE Super Nice.
I, myself not sure why though.
After FIREWORKS, we went to slack awhile while waiting for Crowd Congestion.
Between We are tonning for the Night, First Time too.(Camps and Chalets not counted)
Waited till around 1.
Headed to Lao Pa Sat.
Had Our Supper there, Satays, Desserts, Chao Kueh n Drinks.
Not Very Nice.
Then we chit chatted till around 2+-3.
walked back to Raffles Place MRT station.
Slack Awhile there...
Nice View There.
Nice place to ton OverNight.
With the Greenish Grass and tall Building.
Lying down was Awesome.
Then I'm not sure who got this idea of talking about Ghost Story which kept all of us so Awake till the whole morning plus it's creepy.
Nice Idea Har.
We took the First Train back Home.(:
Guesses were almost Right.I think I shouldn't went.KeeP Telling You, I shouldnt go Right.You just Dont understand. :(Everything WAS just not Right At ALL!Wanted to train back home before 12.My FEELING WAS JUST NOT RIGHT.But I beared with it, ton till the Next morning and took the First Train home.I Guess Your PLANNING was NOT correct. :(we are in Clique. :(
Therefore I think this planning is Just not Right.
We dont Know them and They dont know Us.
Everything Seems Weird.We are in Clique. We didn't(seldom) talk to each other.We Prefer DIFFERENT THINGS,Different Dining Place, Different Kind of entertainment, Different Venue for Countdown. . .We waited for them, kept on Slowing Down...
Therefore I think this planning is Just not Right.
We dont Know them and They dont know Us.I kept telling myself to think positively.Maybe you want to celebrate a NEW Year with your good friends but then this is not a suitable planning. I told You, From the Time we meet, 5.30pm-0700am, whole day you didnt talk to me for just 30 mins.Before CountDown, from 5.30-1200, I WANTED TO WISH YOU. a year had came to an end, Hope You will be always Happy and I will always be at your sight no matter what happen.It's A Hug which I wanted to give You.Just A HUG. Which Meant a lot of Things.During CountDown, I WANTED TO GLANCE A LOOK AT YOU AND WISH YOU HAPPY NEW YEAR, BUT THEN YOU WERE JUST NOT AT MY SIGHT. and ALSO I WANTED TO GIVE YOU ONE OF MY NEW YEAR WISHES. :(Somehow I really feel that I'm Invisible. Did you Notice it?I'm REALLY super depress. . .I BrokeDown.It HurT me.My Heart Keep crying.Till Now, I cant even find a logical thinking.but then You told me because I know Jazreel they all. But then dont You know that Jazreel is with Jia Jin de and Jun Liang is with Fu Chen de.BuT Then I want to Thanks JAZREEL For Accompany Me.while Danny dont know all of Us.But then He can Make friend with us ma.He Like You, there's why he is willing to accompany for CountDown, stay the whole day and accompany you and even ton the night with you and then went back Malaysia they next day without any sleepbut then do you ever think that he actually can go back to Malaysia on the 31 Dec.Hong Keong who is willing to go all the way to cheers to buy mineral water for you when you say you wanted it and he said that La Pa Sat Dont have and even ton the night with You.I was so afraid during the moment that Danny went toilet, afraid that he will fight with your Qing Di. I kept telling myself to think positively.
Maybe you want to celebrate a NEW Year with your good friends but then this is not a suitable planning. You might be thinking why I didnt tell you all this.Because I dont want to hurT You.Seeing You enJoying Yourself on the last day of the yr and welcoming a New year.I just cant bear to speak out to You.I'm so Emotional.I'm HurT.Till Now I cant forget the moment. I'm Really Really Very Depress.