Raining on 1 Jan 2009, First day of a year.
This is HOW I'm Feeling. :(

Went CountDown AT Marina.
Suppose to meet Dearest at 4.30 at City Hall.
Last Minutes ps me.
Like what She told me, You dont know mehz, she Zhong She Qing You de.
I thought It was just a Joke.
I didnt know about that although I had known You for 7 years.
Quite UpSet.
Meet Jun Liang, Jazreel, Jia Jin and Jl's Friend, Fu Chen(Fu Lu Shou) at 4.30 at Bedok Inter.
Train down to City Hall.
We were there quite early, cos we were meeting others at 5.30.
Went MPH at City Link, then to Raffles City's MPH...
Jazreel wanted to look for her Twilight series Book, the one with the Hand holding an Apple.
Gathering Together...
There's 14 people.
Namely, Dearest, Jun Liang, Jazreel, Jia jin, Fu Chen, Me.
Hk, Danny, Reuel and his clique of Wu-Shu Friends, total of 5 people plus the 2 who came later.

Deciding on a Place for Dinner is Quite Difficult with so many people.
They wanted Pizza Hut, While we wanted Carl's Jr.
When We had decided on Carl's Jr.
We wanted to go to the outlet at Marina while they prefer the one at SunTec.
Went Marina outlet.
There's no Large Table, So we got to combine ourselves.
Our Clique Sat at the table outside, while they take the inner one.
We had 8 people, while they had 5 people, therefore being a larger group, we sat outside.
First Time to Carl's Jr, Damn Sua Ku.
Get what I mean? =X
Then we Ate till like 7+ before we set off.
Guys wanted to go arcade, so we follow them, Stay there till 9+.
Was Quite Bored plus I dont play in arcade and plus the time thay stay there are so long.
Our Clique seems like those who dont play arcade one.
so it's the Wu-Shu Group who are playing.

Went Marina.
Squeezy. Squeezy. Squeezy.
Lots of BB, BilaBong. LOL.
They are Good at Squeezy.
Squeezy. Squeezy. Squeezy.
Walk Around.
Then we find a place to sit down and then we play games, those game play during Camps de.
Quite boring too, We played concentration, chop chilli, guessing action game. . .
while Wu-Shu People went Starbucks.
Then Wu-Shu people went Orchard. Weird Idea Har.
then When it's Around 12 le, we walk over for the FIREWORKS.
Although I had SAW it Plenty of times le, But then still I Find Today ONE Super Nice.
I, myself not sure why though.
After FIREWORKS, we went to slack awhile while waiting for Crowd Congestion.
Between We are tonning for the Night, First Time too.(Camps and Chalets not counted)
Waited till around 1.
Headed to Lao Pa Sat.
Had Our Supper there, Satays, Desserts, Chao Kueh n Drinks.
Not Very Nice.
Then we chit chatted till around 2+-3.
walked back to Raffles Place MRT station.
Slack Awhile there...
Nice View There.
Nice place to ton OverNight.
With the Greenish Grass and tall Building.
Lying down was Awesome.
Then I'm not sure who got this idea of talking about Ghost Story which kept all of us so Awake till the whole morning plus it's creepy.
Nice Idea Har.
We took the First Train back Home.(:


Guesses were almost Right.
I think I shouldn't went.
KeeP Telling You, I shouldnt go Right.
You just Dont understand. :(
Everything WAS just not Right At ALL!
Wanted to train back home before 12.
My FEELING WAS JUST NOT RIGHT.
But I beared with it, ton till the Next morning and took the First Train home.

I Guess Your PLANNING was NOT correct. :(
we are in Clique. :(
Therefore I think this planning is Just not Right.
We dont Know them and They dont know Us.
Everything Seems Weird.
We are in Clique.
We didn't(seldom) talk to each other.
We Prefer DIFFERENT THINGS,
Different Dining Place, Different Kind of entertainment, Different Venue for Countdown. . .
We waited for them, kept on Slowing Down...
Therefore I think this planning is Just not Right.
We dont Know them and They dont know Us.

I kept telling myself to think positively.
Maybe you want to celebrate a NEW Year with your good friends but then this is not a suitable planning.
I told You,
From the Time we meet, 5.30pm-0700am, whole day you didnt talk to me for just 30 mins.
Before CountDown, from 5.30-1200, I WANTED TO WISH YOU. a year had came to an end, Hope You will be always Happy and I will always be at your sight no matter what happen.
It's A Hug which I wanted to give You.
Just A HUG.
Which Meant a lot of Things.
During CountDown, I WANTED TO GLANCE A LOOK AT YOU AND WISH YOU HAPPY NEW YEAR, BUT THEN YOU WERE JUST NOT AT MY SIGHT. and ALSO I WANTED TO GIVE YOU ONE OF MY NEW YEAR WISHES. :(
Somehow I really feel that I'm Invisible.
Did you Notice it?
I'm REALLY super depress. . .
I BrokeDown.
It HurT me.
My Heart Keep crying.
Till Now, I cant even find a logical thinking.
but then You told me because I know Jazreel they all.
But then dont You know that Jazreel is with Jia Jin de and Jun Liang is with Fu Chen de.
BuT Then I want to Thanks JAZREEL For Accompany Me.
while Danny dont know all of Us.
But then He can Make friend with us ma.
He Like You, there's why he is willing to accompany for CountDown, stay the whole day and accompany you and even ton the night with you and then went back Malaysia they next day without any sleep
but then do you ever think that he actually can go back to Malaysia on the 31 Dec.
Hong Keong who is willing to go all the way to cheers to buy mineral water for you when you say you wanted it and he said that La Pa Sat Dont have and even ton the night with You.

I was so afraid during the moment that Danny went toilet, afraid that he will fight with your Qing Di.

I kept telling myself to think positively.
Maybe you want to celebrate a NEW Year with your good friends but then this is not a suitable planning.
You might be thinking why I didnt tell you all this.
Because I dont want to hurT You.
Seeing You enJoying Yourself on the last day of the yr and welcoming a New year.
I just cant bear to speak out to You.

I'm so Emotional.
I'm HurT.
Till Now I cant forget the moment.
I'm Really Really Very Depress.